Have you ever felt so emotionally and mentally stressed out? All I wanna do is lie in bed and just sleep my life away. Stay in a mental state of unconsciousness, away from the world. Stay in a world where I don’t have to worry about school, or about people. I just wanna be alone. I think that’s the first time i’ve ever said that but its true, I wanna be away from everyone. I just wanna be left alone with my thoughts, I wanna try to understand why I’m feeling the way I’m feeling. Try to understand why I feel so tired of everything all the time. I’m tired of being tired, i’m tired of being sad for no reason, i’m tired of my life just dragging on. I need an escape, somewhere far away from here; not necessarily from brampton… but away from the planet for a little while. All I know right now, is that i’m in a state where i’m emotionally unstable. Anything can break me right now.
I need an escape…